23.6.08

耍大牌

一大清早,SIA的管理人员打电话给我,把我的原来星期五下午的面试改成星期三早上10点。我被电话吵醒后,还是决定回去睡觉。

今天的我,肚子有些不舒服,感觉也懒洋洋的所以什么也不想做。本来是该早上11点到学校当“花瓶”,可是就是不要去,反正也没多少人来看展览。哈哈!好啦,我还是回去职午班的。我一边用电脑,一边吃姐姐为我准备的午饭,然后慢慢才“游”过去吧。

在电脑前和朋友们聊天,看email,等,时间过得特别快。。。正要离开电脑时,竟然受到人生攻击。好不甘愿!我一定要把我要说的话说了,才甘心上学!

我记得受访时我说过会煮饭的男生是个好男人,可以考虑。 但是想了想,我要收回我的话。今天我被一位朋友气疯了。害我气的连饭都吃不下! 对我而言,会做饭的男生另我感觉体贴,甜蜜。但今天起,我决定不再用这项“才艺”做加分题。你们是不是该好好检讨自己呢?不要整天胡思乱想,还拿朋友做出气筒。如果你再误解我的好意,别怪我对你不客气!

好心没好报,气的我胃都痛了! 啊!我自认对人总是彬彬有礼,也不贪人小便宜。 今天有位好友竟然话中带刺,说我无事不登三宝殿!我听了好不爽啊!如果真的这样认为,当初就不要答应帮我。帮了我后,既然反过来这样说我。说句难听的,心胸狭窄,这是小人动作阿。真当我是朋友,还一直跟我计较。我哪里对不起你了,还是做了什么?!气死了!在我消气前,你最好离我远远的。

还好妈打了电话给我,说她很喜欢我们(家人和男女朋友)上个周末一起吃的晚餐。大家有说有笑的,玩得很愉快。听了她的一番话,我也放心了。好啦,不要生气了,一点也不值得。我不要年轻就有皱纹了。

xoxo

7 comments:

QiuQiu said...

Xris!!! yeah now we all got blog!!! But get a tagboard okay!!

Joey said...

Chirstalle, dun get angry of wat ur friend had done for you.. Maybe u can try to heard he/she explain, it is got any reason? That why, they will make u angry...

Xris said...

QQ: yes, i'll "grab" my happiness and stay (hopefully) in that way. thanks for the card that you wrote to each of us. =)

joey: alot of things are better left unsaid, cos the truth might just hurt even more. so while i'm trying to protect upsetting pple, i ended up getting misunderstood. maybe i should stay with my straight-at-ya-face attitude & stop caring for pple's feelings that much.

tEdDi said...

hhahahahah care for.. *ehem* *cough* de feelings n mine can liao!! LOL! =x dont straight at ya face attitude on me. i'll scare. T_T

Xris said...

teddi: oh well, it all depends on my mood! LOL! be nice.. or i'll bite!

Joey said...

Haha. I found that there are lot of things, ur charcter is same as me..(joey: alot of things are better left unsaid, cos the truth might just hurt even more. so while i'm trying to protect upsetting pple, i ended up getting misunderstood.) I also same as u, I also always try to protect ppl, at the end, let ppl mistaken me.The feeling is not gd...

Xris said...

joey: i've decided to be LESS sensitive & just do what i think is the best (for myself). cos seriously, we can't please the WHOLE F**king world!