21.6.08

累了

深呼吸

有时很想把伪装的面具拿下

透透气

回想那过去和现在不同的你

混乱了

我静静的坐在没有人 的角落

问自己

想看你想躲你怎么难以决定

坦然点

其实也没那么坚强勇敢面对

装冷静

也许在你眼里它只是个游戏

不相信

是该放弃还是一起试着证明

走下去

没有人能了解我现在的心情

难决定

看镜子里的表情仿佛已说明

不明白

每当想靠近却感觉离你更远

心好痛

我很想要参与你新生活点滴

但不能

是敏感还是累了我也搞不清

12 comments:

Lewis Heah said...

hey chap is this lyric? some sentences are so familiar.

Xris said...

If these are lyrics then i can be a song composer or poet of some kind =)

tEdDi said...

so... hmmm... haha. talk to me soon. haha!!!

Xris said...

teddi, yah i'll talk to u soon. i'll have to sit in sch whole day monday...

tEdDi said...

o.o? be a bag keeper again?? LOL.. 4-8?

kaileng said...

it does sounds like lyrics :)

anyway, these reflects your feelings? which you dun seemed to be feelin good?

wadever it is, SMILE my dear!
take care!

Evonne said...

hey....take care k =)

**SMILES**SMILES**=D

Xris said...

teddi: i'm not a bag keeper! LOL!

kaileng: I was just reflecting..

evonne: I'll takecare of myself =)

Joey said...

yoz.. Christalle, I know that u are tired.. Maybe sometimes, we as a human,we very tired of wearing a mask out. When we are unhappy inside our HEART.. So, we will always want to find a place to hide ourselves & let our minds Cool down.. SO, no matter watever, Christ, Be happy.. Ok? Jia You...

Xris said...

joey: the "mask" that i want to take off is the perception others have for me. sometimes i just wished people can "look" deeper, and find the real me...

Joey said...

Christalle, I can understand how is ur feeling & thinking inside. Cos the way, u thinking is same as me..There are 1 thing, we had to know & learn from it..In this world, we really can't pleasure everyone & can't accept everyone to like us & "look" us deeper & find the real of us.

So, we got to stay happy & click along with those ppl who really "look" us deeper & know us well then those who dun "look" us deeper & find the real of us.. I know say then do is harder..Cos I got try b4.. but I still got to be try, until now, I still trying..I never give up..So, u also must try hor.. take care..

Xris said...

joey: don't sound so depressed. cheer up alright? i'm okay, so don't worry =)