How can I not get FAT?

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Office

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I have been stocking up tibits, biscuits, chocolates, etc at my desk

cos' I need to eat to stay awake and/or simply be alert.

My daily includes coffee, tea, can drinks & all the oily, high MSG takeaways.

I don't drink much plain water...

meaning everything (well almost) stays in my system!

I am so poisoned......!

Sometimes I just don't feel like eating my lunch (great that I'm not hungry)

cos' the thought of my disgusting body system makes me sick

+ the heat/ sun just makes me feel like dying...

I don't understand why must pple push us out for lunch,

do they really care that we starve to death or not,

or just wanna make sure we listen to orders???

I'm a grown adult, if I faint of hunger, that's my problem.

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Maybe I should just screw that 20bucks I can save a day & start driving around as per normal.

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Anyways,

I'm just unhappy cos' I have gained 4kg (& still increasing) since Jan.

I'm feel so gross with myself.

I can't squeeze myself into that size 6 super skinny jeans without fats bulging out of my waist!!!

&^%#*&%#*!&%

1 kg is equivalent to 10kg in modelling terms.

So please STOP feeding me.

I'm so guilty cos' I can't take my eyes/hands away from those chocolates & ice cream.

Mommy feeds me ice cream even when I'm sick.

Gosh!

I NEED MOTIVATION!

No, all I needed is to get my stupid bones corrected ASAP so I can resume all forms of exercising!

Think how much fun & satisfaction + therapy I get out of a 30-45min jog or 2hours of dance training!?

I missed my jazz/ hip hop classes...!

I miss that aching sensation when I move every muscle I work out the day before.

NO PAIN NO GAIN!

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I still can't believe my colleagues think I look so thin I'll be blown away by wind anytime.

Please open ya eyes!!

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Joycelyn was very nice to buy us delicious & hot egg tarts!

(so does Fiona but I don't have photo of ya yummy prune pie tho.!)

I must check out where exactly is this shop cos' yummy food are meant to be shared!

So, tell me...
How can I lose 4 kg in a few days??
I think when mdc's EP sees me next week,
he's gonna faint.

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Marie France, Expression, Bella, New York Skin Solution, whatever...

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