I have been actively involved with commercial shoots & keeping up w my social life since mid Nov 2008. I try to be there for everyone. My schedule is crazy & I sleeps in the day. My body can't adjust to the sudden change & it's retaliating. I'm so bugged with all sorts of viruses & feeling all beat & fragile. I learned to listen to my body and still, I'm ignoring all the message it's trying to tell me. I'm already worn out, mentally & physically... I'm blessed in a way, with people pampering & taking care of me. Trying all means to keep the smile on my face. They love the sparkle in my preeps and not wanting to see anymore sorrows through them. They feel sad too, cos' I used to send out so much joy & warmth.
I can't be feeling jaded right? I've not even seen the world & know what is going on in this planet. There are so much more I can/ should do. I must get a grip of myself & find a balanced concoction of love, work, health, passion & my purppose in life.
I'm human afterall, sometimes I can't help but wonder, with all the love & wonderful people in my life... Why do I wake up today feeling lost & empty?
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