Fortune telling...

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3pm

Reka kept reminding me that I need to take extreme care of my health...

Eat/ sleep on time..

Cos i look so haggard despite of my youth & carefree life right now...

I felt so guilty for taking things for granted.

Rabbit also pointed out I look very tired these days..

I must work hard to stay pretty.

Hahaha!

Here I'm, forcing food down my throat after fortune telling..

Did I mention Candie brought me to this place to have super bitter cooling herbal tea?

On empty stomach, yucks...

But I know it's meant to be good for me...

I dropped by the place where i does my fortune telling yearly.

She said alot of things which I can't fully absorb at a time..
So i thought writing it down will help me remember...

Before I ask anything...

She was telling me I need to settle down on what I really wanna do,

as I've no clear direction in life, still.

She knew I almost decide to give up a r/s,

and who I want to be with.

I'll have many suitors coming up to me,

& I better not be so fickle minded.

I was like... ????

(I'm a loyal & faithful lover okay!)

I have to cease being stubborn

& insist on things I shouldn't be doing...

Just to prove to others I can do it.

I wouldn't be happy anyways.. hmm...

My heart isn't ready for anything.

Born in the year of Rat,

this year till my next b-day, everything will be bad for me.

Be it r/s, career, health, etc...

She also mentioned I'll be losing something soon,

which can be object or a person. OMG!

Opportunity costs...

HOW?!

My health has been deteriorating.

So i better start taking care of myself,

else no company will want to employ a sick/ needy worker!

I have to avoid blue for life, red till next bday...

Green is good for me...

I'm not really a superstitious person, but "luck" hasn't been with me,

so no harm wearing more green, isn't it?

Most importantly,

I have to stay cheerful & make myself happy to go through bad times.

She emphasized retail therapy is not enough.

I have to find my meaning in life..

Word of advice,

I have to stop cursing & swearing when I'm on the road,

change that bad temper of mine...

cos' chance of me meeting an accident is very high.

=\

Honestly,

I applied to be a cabin crew cos' of all the perks...

such as high pay & I get to travel around.

The truth is, it's the easy way out...

If others can do it, why not me?

It's a bad thinking lah, Reka reprimanded me for it.

We should all be humble,

never over confident or arrogant.

I like a job that gives me satisfaction.

Like improved sales from marketing or creative department.

I like colors, design, innovation...

Should I re-consider on the jobs that I'm applying for?

Reka wants me to stay open minded on the things I can do,

instead of narrowing down to just the simpliest.

Focus on things I can do,

be more serious...

& find things that makes me really happy...