Solitaire

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It's been almost 7months since i last completed solitaire. I can't seem to get good cards each time I play this game. I'm so excited that I insisted on taking photos yesterday! LOL...
I know I'm being lame, but little things make me happy nowadays...

Okay, but to my feelings today. I've made a big decision last night to apply for a job, which means I'll be rellocated if I gets it. I'm not telling what is it exactly yet. I'm leaving it to God's hands to decide if that's the path He wants me to go.

It's been a struggle for me to make a choice to click "send" cos' I've to give up lotsa things back home to pursue my dream job. To a place I've no friends, know no one but my colleagues. To learnt to be independent and adapt to brand new life. I've been wanting to leave Singapore for lotsa reasons. And this job is the easiest and fastest way to get me out of here. Initially the primary reason for me leaving was cos' I wanted to avoid problems. But now, I'm looking forward to something different & challenging. Will I be able to cope? I'm can't be too sure, but here's some advices from a sweet girl over the weekends.

"... No matter where you go, your family and your love life can offer, will always be with you..."
She didn't know what to expect when she left and it killed her soul everyday, she added.

"...Happiness don't come by through a new job, let alone a job that brings you away..."

"...But if you are trying to go away to find out what's missing here, you might just miss out more..."

Everything makes sense to me, and I'll definitely take them into consideration. Thank you girl! I'm still a in dilemma cos' I'm doing well here too and always being loved & so protected.

Nevertheless, I'll make my final decision when the company get back to me (within 3 months). Who knows I might not be qualified? Haha! Keeping my fingers crossed!

Till then... ...