Here I am

I'm chewing on my dinner with eyes half closed writing this entry...

Forcing a plate of rice & whatever down my throat before I start puking again. I have lost all appetite & whatever I was craving for last week don't appeal to me. Every girl dare not eat for the fear of gaining weight. Seriously, I rather have to good health to enjoy all delicacies & push myself to gym. I so miss my bottomless stomach!

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I have wanted to go home straight after work & get myself in bed by 7.30pm. Things don't always follow accordingly to plan. That's life? I had a drink with my new colleagues to chill out after work. I know I should stay away from alcohol but 1 drink should be alright I guess. I was literally shivering when the wind blows past. My knees went weak when I went into the air conditioning room. Nevertheless, I had fun in a way... Speak of team bonding... It's more natural & easy this way. Over drinks & ciggies! LOL...

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Someone pointed out that I haven't been blogging for a week. I'm so sorry but I have really no extra strength to do it. I'm still settling into my new environment & learning the ropes of my work. Honestly, I'm still a little clueless on how to go about doing my job...

Give me some time... I promise to come back with interesting entries!

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I'm down with really bad gastric flu & now fever.

The last time I had fever was like... 2004?

That epidemic last 2 weeks. I was bed-ridden for 2 full weeks.

No amount of medicine & bird's nest can cure my illness.

I really thank God for miracle. I pray that this time round..

God will show mercy & take away all my pain too.

I don't have latest update of my granny.

I supposed no news is good news?

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With stress from my work change & knowing grandma had a stroke gave me lotsa pressure. I wished my partner is someone who can offer me lotsa moral support & my strong pillar to lean on when I'm emotionally unstable. He's sweet & nice in his unique way. Only if he's more mature & effectively in communicating. Then again, what can we expect from men? Just don't have overly high expectations. I really have to hit the sack before I fell asleep on top of my lappy. If I'm not making any sense in this entry. Please pardon me!

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I'll be back...

XOXO