Love letter

Jeff, my bro-in-law-to-be got this for my sister, the teddy bears look so loving & adorable! I must show off his loving thoughts... All good things must share!!!

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It's going to be a long-winded & chaotic entry cos I have so much love to share this moment. I want you guys to really hang in there & read on, cos' I might be talking about you.

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I can't stop pinching their faces. LOL... While doing the act, I thought of B! Cos' he likes to disturbed by pinching my fats or pulling my hair! Whenever he sees me

starting to flare up he'll then try to sayang me.

Man are so strange??!! Ok lah, quite silly & hilarious too...

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God is so wonderful, cos he created all things beautiful & gave human being the outmost creative skills/ knowledge to brainstorm lovely stuff... Of all the great invention, I'm most thankful for every relationships I have with passerby, acquaintances, real-kind-sincere friends, mentor, colleagues, my family, Mr. B & not forgetting his family & friends... Everyone whom have been with me help crafted every chapter of my life & denote who I am eventually. I'm really grateful & I wanna say I LOVE YOU out loud.

It's hard to be in a r/s, & even harder to maintain one. But, by His grace, B & I have managed to see through countless obstacles... Time is the best prove. It's not difficult to sense the positive & happy vibes I've been radiating over time. I have lost someone but in return I have gained much more.
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It's never easy to agree to disagree we conflicts arises. During my quiet time doing some self reflections, I was feeling disappointed and jaded about r/s cos' I have so much anger & bitterness. I can't help cursing & swearing at people who have done me wrong. Somehow, God never fails to surprise by putting thoughts in my "me" time. I have estimated the ratio of laughers to tears I have had. For every 1 upsetting case, I'm overwhelmed by 100 other ultra loving gestures. It's been a tough & steep learning curve to learn to accept someone wholeheartedly. Then again, if you have a will, you have a way. (When He closes one door, He opens another window.) Nothing is possible if we don't even have the blessied courage to get out of our comfort zone. In a r/s we pick up the good traits from the other to makeup for what one's lacking of & get love & attention at the same time. It's so magical it's become addictive. Still, much careful considerations and calculated various opportunity costs is needed if I'm in one....!

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Dear Heavenly Father,
for all the hideous sinful stuff I've said and done, I'm really sorry. The dark side kept tempting me into making the wrong thoughts, thus resulting in all the silly mistakes that I have done to hurt others. I wish I can be more & more like you & less of my evil self. Please do continue to shower me with Your abundance love and wisdom to learn to be more kind, generous, patient and understanding. I need you with me to elimate all the evil thoughts and negativity. I want to be your vessel to accomplish my purpose on Earth, I trust my life with You for directions, strength & all nourishments. Keep me safe from harm & protect me against all who have treated me unfairly. I do not want to resort to horrible means to revenge as hatred begets hatred. I want to help them see you through me. Bless and heal them as I pray...
In Jesus's name, Amen!.
*If you are my friends, I will really appreciate your prayer too.*