Do you love or hate me?

Knowing this entry will cause a roar & possibly 100x more hate mails but I really have to ask...

I'm curious why will you bother to read or find out what's happening in my life when you dislike/hate/look-down on/blah blah blah me so much? Or you are actually my friend or friend's friend whom I've met before pretending to be "random people" so you can cyber-bully by leaving hate messages? I don't even have the luxury of time to get enough beauty sleep!!! Seriously speaking, I don't detest you for making such nasty comments cos' you obviously don't know me well. I shall skip the showing off my capabilities. I don't need a BF to support me, neither do I have to leech on them to get me shopping. I don't have the face that will launch a thousand ships, that equates to, I can't force guys to be my boyfriend even I were to throw myself at them. Our conclusion, if I'm with someone cos' I am after their money, do you really think they are that dumb? Why do you think we women are such weaklings & can only depend on men & not vice versa?I just want to save you the anger & frustrations for not irritating me. It's already 2010. Moving on...!

In fact, I want you as a friend. I'm stepping out from media soon as I'm switching to a better career path. You won't be seeing my fat, ugly, disgusting & watever-you-name-it face on TVCs or other form of commercials. I suppose this news will pleases you... Lastly, I just wanna blog for myself, friends & family, which is why I don't even do much advertising here. Will you cut me some slack, already?