Everyone has a secret, or something hidden in their closet. Simply put, I also tend to block out things like ugly photos or incidents I don't want others to know even tho. my entries are all quite up to date I believe. I decide what I wanna mention in my entries. Sometimes I rather speak of what's on my mind here & not confide everything to a close friend. I don't expect my computer to ask me who, what, when, why & how...
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Good stuff, it's a crime not to share with explicit details. Complains I might whine alot too. As for upset feelings when I get emotional, I tend to touch on it & move on... Maybe the world is sad, people like to hear/ see people go down. I prefer to only radiate positive ions & neutralise all the negative ones. I don't like saddist, or pessimestic people as friends. If my friend is having a bad time, the more I must stay strong & be there to lend a helping hand/ listening ear. If I don't, least I try not to further upset the person. Is trying to do the right thing the right thing to do?
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Bloggers might seem to share everything to the public. I like to think that we still hold back alot. We only put up what we want others to know. If it's something I avoided discussing for as long more than a year, maybe I have my reasons. Or I simply really don't know what is true & what's not after so many lies. To be honest, I have yet to get my fair share of answers cos' he avoided confrontation. The sad reality is that we both loved each other & we just can't talk anymore or even bear to look at each other faces after I-don't-know-who-what-when-why-how. I have absolutely no idea what went wrong. I just gave up & walked away ultimately. Maybe I should have hang on a while more to work things out together as an item but I was exhausted & really mentally drained. I never regretted walking out of the whole thing. If you are not getting answers from the other party, I have not, too! I have nothing else more to share & I don't think you really cared. Probably I was wrong about about your intention. Neverthlesss please don't ask for the sake of asking. Should you bring the same thing out & it's meant for a "hot topic/ story" for all to hear only, be sure you think thrice. Cos', I'm really offended. It's senstive & close to my heart. Even it's already history.
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Sorry that I didn't turn up for the gathering. I can't recall when was the last time I spend Halloween at home doing random housechores when I don't need to. It was raining & my gastric gives me problems whenever I gets agitated. Seeing everyone brings memories back. All the good & bad + all the laughers & tears... I like to stay away & hide under the sheets for a while... I know I'm forgiven. Right? To the rest, I do miss you... We will catch up, soon...
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