I just wanna be a hermit crab.
I wanna hide in my shell & zzz whole day, all days...
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My insecurities and fears has taken a toll on you. I don't want you to suffer anymore.
Would you like to turn back time, if you can?
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We were out w friends on a usual weekends, enjoying ourselves, partying till you accidentally dropped my camera & damaged the battery cover.
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If weren't for my digital camera, many things won't turn out the way it is today. You had to come pick up my camera & sent it for repair the following day. Subsequently, there's somehow a reason why we see each other daily.
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I can vaguely remember how everything were so wrong & somehow turned out so right. Adjustments were made, communication were bridged. You said you tried and there's nothing else you could do.
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I might not have accepted you wholeheartedly cos' there are just things I can't turn a blind eye to. Had a quiet time. Sat down looking at my doggies-only if they could understand what I have to say. There are times we overlooked each other's needs, or simply took things for granted. I must admit that I am selfish. I would like to give faith a fighting chance but I really don't have the courage. It's not gonna be any easier when I have had really terrible setbacks. I felt jaded. I had to put stops in between journey points. Past does not determine the future, but it helped shaped us into who we are today. I'm strong cos' I have love. It overwrites everything. Why is it that my love for you can't hide the fact that I can't tag trust & confidence in you? Something is still missing, I have no idea what. I don't want to win a fight, I just want to move on. I have to do this myself. I'm scared.
Still, You are my everything.
Question is, am I your everything?
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